Monday, October 19, 2020

 



An opening up of the passion of life, like a flower that is blooming. An exploration of what passion means. And almost a flood of meaning that comes up. A flood of new experiences, potentials and opportunities. Something very exciting and very new in terms of your experience of yourself. So it's an enriching of yourself in a lot of ways that weren't 'possible' before.  And an 'opening' of a lot of doors of expression that didn't seem within your reach beforehand. In terms of what else 'passion' brings forth with it. Like, passion brings with it things like maturity and abundance and depth, and so many things that are yet undefined. So it would be a cool journey or project to try and define those words and sort of 'unpack' the extent or depths of 'passion' as it exists within you.

And define the petals of that flower, so you can help it grow and become you. Cause right now you're sort of in the stage of developing the stem. And you're pushing towards that flower. But there's something blocking you or getting in your way from reaching that 'top' of breaking through into that flower. And that is a sort of undefinedness. The undefined petals. So it would help a lot to sit down with yourself and have a look at how you want to define passion and how you want to live it. To get that 'grey area' out of the way that's right now causing that block. So you'd feel a little more 'purposeful' and aimful in this process of living passion. Less searching and feeling in the dark, and more directing and working with and creating certainties. Taking charge in relation to this word, and you deciding what passion is, rather than being doubtful or uncertain or hesitant and wondering about what the 'right' way is to live passion.

Just needs a little more Garb in there. A little more you choosing things and deciding what you'd like things to be. Being the executive principle of Garb's world. Which you are for a large part, there's just some insecurities that are unnecessary. Points where you're not 'daring' to go entirely. Or where you believe you can't or shouldn't go. Something that's 'off limits'. Something you don't have the power or authority to define or get to know or open up. Like it's 'above your pay grade', and there's just a big 'OFF LIMITS' sign stopping you from getting close to it. So you're also not really expanding in your living of passion because it would require you to go passed the off limits sign. Break through boundaries and limitations you've accepted as automatic and natural. Because what is passion but this breaking through and wildly crossing boundaries, and a sort of neglect or disregard of beliefs and ideas about what's right and wrong and how things 'should be', to 'follow your heart'. Abandoning your 'reason', and taking 'risks' and going places just because you know you need to, to expand yourself, and explore what more there is to you.

So it's just a little bit of an addition to consider to what you're already walking. Something to look into. How or where you may be limiting yourself in your living of the word passion because you're afraid of going certain places and breaking certain boundaries cause they're connected to beliefs about what's right and wrong. And so considering that living passion is also about pushing past those fears and pushing past your definitions of yourself based on those fears. Going where you never thought you could go, just to see who you would be. So, just a dimension to consider :) 


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