This color's not wrong or right. It's 'just right'. It's 'perfect' in fact. It doesn't pretend to be anything that it isn't. It wouldn't dream of trying to be or seem like what it isn't in fact. So it's a very 'honest' color. Very straightforward, to the point, honest. A color you can rely on, cause you know exactly what you're getting.  So you're a very reliable individual. But somehow you've also seen this as a weakness. That people see you for who you are. And that you don't or can't hide yourself, like what most people do. You know, where they hide pretty much everything about themselves behind this 'mirage' of sorts, and are very selective about what they will show to the rest of the world about themselves. You somehow don't have that ability. To put on a smile when you're not happy. Or show an emotion you're not really feeling. And it bugs you lol. Cause you think life would be so much easier if you could just do that. Cause you think life is so much easier for everyone else.

People just going about their business, navigating their lives through lying and manipulating. Must be a lot of fun. That's what it looks like to you anyways. That somehow people must be more effective at directing and living their lives because they have the ability to lie. So you're kind of jealous of that. As if it's some great ability that makes people 'special'. Or rather more special than you. Which is crazy to think that. Cause people are literally going around lying to others yes, but most of all themselves. And do you know how much stress that puts them under? How much stress all that lying brings with it. People don't end up recognizing themselves at the end of the day, because they've been lying so much that they've lost their sense of self. Their authenticity. They're left wondering, 'who am I?', and feeling like a stranger to themselves.

You should feel LUCKY that you've had the common sense to not do that. To stay grounded and real and just 'you'. To know that you're 'nothing special'. Cause nobody is special. And those who think they are, are deluding themselves. They don't know what they're talking about. They like to talk a 'big game' but inside they feel 'below average'. If you saw how they really feel about themselves, you wouldn't feel so jealous. They're just good at LYING to themselves, and everybody else. So stop comparing yourself, and start appreciating what's real and what's cool about you. And so what if other people don't appreciate it? Don't worry, their BEINGNESS appreciates it. Whatever life is left in them appreciates it. To have someone around who doesn't lie. Who isn't hiding. Who is who they say they are and how they seem to be. Someone real. 

And that's tremendous support. Even though sure you won't ever get people saying to you 'thank you for supporting me!'. Because they're not even aware of it. It's all on a resonant, beingness level. So also stop looking for that recognition. If you're going to walk the path of life, don't expect anything from other people. They're lost in their minds.  You're just going to have to trust yourself in your standing. In what you know is best, and not be persuaded to participate in the lie. Not be reeled in by people's bullshit. But start seeing beyond the veil that people like to hide behind. Start supporting yourself to see who people really are inside. So you can start having some recognition for yourself and start realizing, 'wow, I'm not so bad actually', when you start realizing how 'full of shit' people really are.