You wanna be free! Unchain and release those shackles! And jump out and be wild and strong and vibrant, like you know you can be! So why aren't you? Why are you holding back? What excuses are you telling yourself for why apparently you can't? And why are you BELIEVING those excuses? Giving more power to the mind than yourself. What gives?

This isn't you and you know that so why put up with it? Why put up with something that is less than you? Why exhaust yourself giving sooooo much attention to something that just isn't the real you? When it could be just a decision. And maybe that's what effectiveness is. YOU make the DECISION of who you are. Effectiveness is not waiting for something that may or may not happen. Or trying to make something work. Effectiveness is you DECIDING 'this is how it's gonna work'. The simplicity of a decision. That's what you want to get to. You see what you want, you see who you are, so you DECIDE, and then you live that decision. There's no ifs, ands or buts. It's all quite simple. And if your mind is telling you otherwise, it's lying. 

So why are you still listening to your mind? To the ifs, ands or buts. To the constant 'yeah, but I can't...'. Don't you WANNA change? Or, what is it that you don't want to change? What's the hang-up? Where's the energy, the emotion, the construct or programming that you're still holding on to? Because maybe you know that if you changed, you wouldn't be able to be 'you' anymore. The you you've always known. The you that's been anchored in pain. The you that's been struggling to cope. The you that tries and tries and tries, but can't... 

EVERYTHING would change. And that's a scary thing. So better to hold on to what you know. Or that's what your mind will have you believe. The mind with its fears that always seem to know better. Where are you within that?! Don't YOU know better?! Where is your belief in yourself? Your strength, your knowing, your trust in yourself? Have you lost yourself completely?! Not to beat down on you or anything lol. But honey, there's a line in the sand and you need to cross it. A line where you say NO MORE! No more of this bullshit that is inferior to who I really am! Cause when is enough enough? How much more are you going to accept? How many more excuses for you not to live the real you? Start living those words, lady. Start reminding yourself of who you really are rather than crumbling under what you know is just excuses to procrastinate and postpone your actual process. Your process of building, living and creating your real self. The process of REAL change. Cause you've been avoiding that process, just a little bit. Sort of holding on to the past. Saying 'no but I don't actually want to lose who I believe I am'. Going back to familiarity. Being a little bit torn between who you know you have to be and who you've always been. And not quite ready to rip that bandaid off.

Lots of nervousness and fears and being terrified in the mind. But that'll be the test of who you are, won't it? Are you fear or are you life? You don't have much time anymore to decide. You body is clear on that. Time now to show who you are. To stop listening to excuses and be the real you. You're ready. You've prepared yourself. You've walked your process. You got this. Time to start LIVING.