This color has a feel of 'business with a heart'. Being very 'business-y' in terms of being very streamlined, organized and professional, but also very understanding that reality often isn't as expected. That one must have extreme patience and not have any expectations. Be organized yet also embracing the chaos. As in finding a stillness in the storm, knowing that organization exists internally, and that externally there's really only chaos. It's within the understanding to 'expect the unexpected', and being the eye of the storm. Total stillness and quiet as you're watching the chaos in your external reality.

Knowing that you can have objectives and goals, but that they WILL DEFINITELY not work out the way you planned lol. And that you will get 'somewhere' eventually but that it won't be anything like what you might be imagining or expecting. So you might as well relax and accept that none of your plans are going to happen. And be ready to be surprised with how things will turn out to be.

It's running a business without in any way following the usual methods and means of what it apparently means to run a business. Where things like organization, goals, plans or structure more exist on an internal rather than external level. In fact it's purely internal. And a complete letting go of any of how it's usually done. A letting go of making anything work in this world. And kind of being ok with never 'accomplishing' anything in your life, and for everything to stay exactly the way it is right now. And finding whatever you're wanting to accomplish 'in here'. In fact, being quite content with things not changing at all. Not pushing for change, and not pushing for anything. But more being quite satisfied with how things are right now. So business without any business at all basically.

And that may feel counter intuitive, especially for you lol. And it's not like it'll be easy to do either. So it'll be a bit of a challenge. But that's also the way you like it lol. So that'll be something to keep you busy, how to have a business yet not at the same time. Or rather how to have goals yet not at the same time. How to be organized yet not. How to be accomplished yet not.

Cause this is going to be your life now. Can't really have personal goals or expect anything of life. That's the deal. But what you can do, is live everything you're aspiring to internally. And create what you're wanting to create internally. And things may still open up within your reality, and that's cool. And you may venture into it, but it won't be the same. Your life won't be the same, and how you do things won't be the same. It's a whole new world and it needs a whole new gameplay.

An inversion of all the things you used to pursue externally. A reversing of the ways you used to do things. A sort of finding of any fulfilment within yourself, and stop looking outside of yourself for it. And realize it all here. So you can create together with Minerva. And accomplish everything you will ever accomplish in your life with her. Your old life is over. And now you must find your new life inside of yourself. Find and live the business-woman inside yourself. And whatever you do in your external reality is not important. It's who you are within yourself that's important. Who you are within yourself and with Minerva. That's where you create YOU. The you that really matters. The you that will make a difference. So it's just a 're-focus', or a firming of your focus, to place it where it counts. Which is inside of you.