Eternity. Looking for eternity. As in, you're looking for something that isn't real necessarily. Or rather, looking for something that is already here and doesn't need to be looked for. Something that's already inside you. You ARE eternity. The physical body is eternity. You just need to realize it. And maybe have a look at what does eternity mean to you? And why are you looking for it? What is it that your really looking for that 'eternity' represents to you? What kind of 'greatness' or 'importance' are you looking for?

Because that is essentially what 'eternity' is in a way about. A sense of greatness and importance. A sense of significance to life. You want your life to mean something. And not just anything. You want to really FEEL and EXPERIENCE the DEPTH of greatness and meaning that your life has. You're looking for a sense of 'realness' in a way. To know that you are REAL. That you aren't just a fleeting thought or a 'passerby' in this world. That you can't just be 'forgotten'. Cause that's kind of a 'sad' thing in a way, the thought that you could just be forgotten, as if you were never real in the first place. So it's made you wonder and ask yourself, 'what does it mean to be real?' To embody eternity. And it's made you search for 'what IS real?' To ask yourself the real questions, the important questions. About life and who you really are and what is real. It's made you dig for the answer. Because you just cannot accept the idea that life is so insignificant that it can just be 'forgotten', like a thought.

And it's that quest and that question that's going to ultimately take you to what is real. Cause you're asking the right questions. Cause asKING is the KING of all QUESTions. Cause when you ASK, you shall RECEIVE. And you're asking a lot lol. You're asking the king of all questions. So keep on asking. Keep on investigating and questioning. It's how you get to what's real. By investigating all things. And keeping what is good. As in, finding out what really matters. Having solid principles and common sense, and knowing who you are.

So become the king of yourself and of life through asKING the right questions. And become the master of your quest by asking the right questions. Marvellous work you're doing. Keep it up!

This is a very interesting color. Interesting because it's a very 'deep' color. Deeply penetrating into the physical reality. Getting into what is really real. The deep stuff. The stuff that's always here and always been here, we just don't generally see it. Because we're not very aware of actual reality. Not saying that you do see it, BUT more that there is a WANT to see it. You want to really see reality. You want to see the real deal. It's like, you don't care what it's going to be that you'd be seeing, you just want to see what's real. And there's not many people who can say that actually. That they're willing to really see reality. That they're not afraid to face and see what has been suppressed and severely neglected since the dawn of time. That they're not afraid to see the mess, and the extent of the mess, that has been created in what we call 'life on earth'. Most of us would rather look away and just not see. I mean it's kind of how we got into this mess in the first place. Our unwillingness to really see the consequences of what we're doing.

You're not afraid to just rip that bandaid off lol. And just face whatever there is to face. Even if it makes you feel extremely uncomfortable. You're just like that. Pretty real and hard-core. Just doing what needs to be done basically. And doing it regardless of how you feel. And that's pretty cool. It's like a real dedication to walk process and to just do the work. No ifs, ands or buts about it. You don't care if you have to go through hell to do it and get it done. You'll walk through hell if you must. You will push and pull yourself through whatever needs to happen, even if it's kicking and screaming. You know that it's a simple matter of just seeing what needs to be done and just doing it. No excuses. You don't shy away from the hard stuff. If anything you invite it, because you know it'll bring you to what's real. And that's all you care about. So you'll do whatever it takes.

And that's pretty much what's needed to walk this process. So you're definitely a step ahead of the game so to speak. So keep doing what you're doing. I mean that's really all there is to say about this color lol. Just keep doing what you're doing 😉

This color feels like a 'deep doubt'. Like you don't know whether what you're doing or how you're doing it is 'right'. And you're not quite certain of anything. And it's kind of scaring you. Feeling like you're in darkness and not really knowing where to go. Not seeing 'the way', and having to trust yourself basically. Cause that's not something you're used to. Sort of being thrown into the deep end and expected to swim. That's not how you do things. You like to more take it slow and take your time. But now it's like you're sort of expected to just know what's going on, even though you have no clue and everything is new to you. So you're panicking a bit and kind of looking for something to hold on to. Cause obviously you don't like feeling this way. You like things to be predictable in a sense, and straightforward and clear. So that you know what's going on. So that you can feel stable.

Because you have a very 'straightforward' kind of mind. Like things don't have to be complex and you're more 'simple' in how you operate and work with reality. It's like, all you want is just clear simple instructions, just to know what to do, and you'll do it. So you easily feel overwhelmed when there isn't that clarity and straightforwardness. You kind of start panicking a little bit and start feeling like you're not able to handle it. Like things are too big or complex for you. Too complex for the way that you function and work with reality. So you're just trying to understand as best you can, despite the fact that there's this lostness and confusion you're experiencing, and you could use some help. Just need to sort of be honest about where you're at within yourself. If you feel overwhelmed or confused, then reach out for support. No need to struggle unnecessarily. Process will be difficult enough lol so if you can get some extra support then go for it.

But you're also used to doing things on your own. Or rather used to believing that you have to do everything yourself and that you're completely on your own. Which is contributing to this experience that you're 'alone in the dark'. So you're not alone actually. I mean, you are, but you also aren't. You're alone with your own mind, responsible for yourself and for this process you're walking. But there's also others walking the same process. Others who may have faced the same things you're facing, and who can offer perspective. So you gotta be open to what others have to share and to receive guidance from others. And be willing to consider that others have stood in your shoes and know what you're going through. Be willing to let go of the idea that you're all alone and that nobody could relate to you. And that maybe actually, you're just like everybody else. You're not special. I know that sounds a little harsh maybe, but it's just reality. And the belief in specialness can really create quite the separation, so best to just give up on that illusion now, so you can start supporting yourself effectively through others.

So you can start connecting and communicating with others, rather than isolating yourself thinking you need to be able to do everything on your own. Start including yourself, and being an active participant. Working together with others and being part of the group. Pushing yourself to come out of your shell ☺️. It's something you'll have to do sooner or later. So rather have it be sooner. Just pull that bandaid off 😉, and get it over with. Cause this is really your only point right now for you to change. Other than that there's not much going on so to speak within your process, as you're walking it pretty effectively. Just this point that needs a bit of attention, and needs your instruction. As in, directing it to what's best for all. Which may be a bit of a challenge as it's kind of a 'stubborn' point. Part of your general personality design. But again, if you feel like you could need some extra support, just reach out. Cause you may need it, so do yourself a favor and just do what's best for you. You'll be thankful of yourself later.